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last day, go wild

Thu, 07 May 2009 13:43:29 GMT

last day, last day of what?
studying of course
MOST OF MOMENTS THAT WE HAD
WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD
WILL NEVER LEAVE FROM MY HEAD
HOW I REALLY LOVE YOU, FRIEND <3
ahh yeah, the smell of freedom has come closer. 3 more days to go
im having this. uh- what we call it, last exam school! woww. it sounds like, it's really the end, don't you think? well, i hope this good feeling last forever (:
nothing last forever. yes. i know it.
OH HOWEVER, I REALLY WANNA THANK MY DAD. *both of my dad actually.
He has given me some smile on my last day, today. i hope i can be used to thankful to everything You have given to me, not only bless. but also mess (: a lot happen today dude. man, i crashed the chair, laugh heavily, and cause troubles everywhere haha. it was just not like me. it was my the other crazy one. lol. well, i'm so happy. thank you Father (:
well my other daddy has just given me money! ummm the smell of money still freshen me up (: hahaha. thanks a lot dad. Father, i hope that my dad can survive through the crisis we had. don't let him down, Father, and also please take care of my mom too. thank youu. and my overseas brother, how i really miss him. i hope he's fine out there.
well, well. *im saying too much well today, because i feel that today went so well (; i really thankful to all of my friends, my families, my beloved out there *who the hell??? you don't have one, sweetheart! hahaha. who cares. i love people who love me. anddd who the hell, uh- my church friend, my TEACHERS! oh my God, they're so generous for sharing with me *actually i paid them kay! their BIG BIG knowledge, and introduce me to that big big world and awesome education (: guess i owe you one, oldman! i won't make you regret for having me once as your student!
ahh. i really love my school. it's small though but BIG things has happened. whenever im in school, it feels like home. my second home. the warmness, excitement, trouble, anxiety, mixed up so pretty cause me to hunger for it day by day. i think.. i'm gonna really miss my school. all of it. the people, the rooms, the lessons, the atmosphere, and OOH-! the canteen! i just love it. nothing, and no one can replace it. it's just been set up perfectly. the things happened ain't a coincidence, i knew that it was You who made this happened Father.
Please take care of me, and let me praise You more and more, till i finally got home (:

to you, who has to be my so-called friend-lol, teachers, families, siblings, cousins, nephew, niece, i am really thankful for having you as one. we've met for a purpose. it's not a coincidence. for everything you have shared with me, for the joy we feel together, i am so thankful. and the pain that maybe i cause accidentally or not. i am really really sorry.
you guys still are the best! <3 love youu.

tee-hee

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 12:40:28 GMT

hmm lemme tell u about today
lesse.. oh btw, i am typin frm my cellphone ya kno. aaah. technology is such a wonderful thing isnt it?
see, today, uh- nothin bad happen actually. ooh- i see mr clay at school! today is just perfectly awesome (:
so gladly i wanna tell u dat ive just almost posted my first post by phone wkwk WTH

love hi-tech <3 cu

; )

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 14:50:10 GMT

What Siswati Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Miss You

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 03:17:05 GMT

MYMP- MISS YOU

Everyday and every night, this feeling I’d fight
Try as I might but I won’t win, I surrender, I’d die
You are winning here alright

Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I’d flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow

I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

Miss you…

All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can’t bear it boy alright

When I hear a song that we had used to share
I’ll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I’ll wish that you are near

I miss you
It’s crazy to pretend that I don’t think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:03:09 GMT

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

by M.Y.M.P (make your momma proud)

manual instruction : )

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:59:18 GMT

AHOYYY !!!!!
gyahahah. kmbali k LJ!! *standing applause*
wuaa. kgens.kgens.kgens!! dah lama bgdd haha :)
saya siswati
tp dipanggil CIS! UCUS! COCIS! SOS! atoo NCIS!
luv JESUSCHRIST damn much!
punya BESTIES yg bs diandalkn, diajak gila, n bersahaja >w<
bersekola di SMAK 4! klas XI SCIENCE 2!! dgn para pnduduk yg sangad gila n berkelakuan luar biasa di atas para SCIENCERS lainnya !! *they're d best.lav ya guys MWACKS! x* *
nmor urut 33 dgn posisi duduk yg bpindah2 ! HAHA
suka sama pel MATH dan CHEMS : ) benci ma PHYSICS xc
pcinta artis2 korea! *esp TVXQ, suju, rain gyagyagya xD* dn sangad suka JAYCHOU! mati d itu org MULTI-TALENTED abisss. suda ganteng, jago bkin lagu :3 jago maen piano, jago actingg. FOUR THUMBS UP FOR HIMMM x)
hobi MAKAN-BOBO, online ced, browsing, gathering
interested in BLACK-RED n WHITEY things <3
suka DEAN WINCHESTER di supernatural. suka nton EKO dan RUBEN di SUPERMAMASELEB ! suka sama HEROES : )
loves R n B hip-hop n jazzy!
bisa main piano :) n guitar dlm proses
pgn jd DENTIST cm mgkn akn brubah haluan hahas
(mgkn ada masukan gitu? hoho)
PENGEN KURUS SANGAD AMAD BANGED !!!!!!
lg ign bs ADOBEPHOTOSHOP! xc
berHP 6681 dgn gntungan "hippo" yg amad disayang
berobsesi pgn masuk UI!
wanna become a better pson day by day for everyone :)

dan lagi suka org dgn inisial "CUMI" <3

.cis.